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I am so sorry you are going through this, but I am glad you reached out. Please know that what you are describing—the persistent low mood, loss of interest, lack of energy, and feelings of worthlessness—are very common symptoms of clinical depression.

**What is happening?**
These feelings are not a reflection of your character, your strength, or your value as a person. Depression is a medical condition, not a sign of weakness or a "choice." When you are in the middle of it, your brain can trick you into believing that you are a burden or that things will never get better. Those thoughts are symptoms of the illness, not objective truths.

**What you should do right now:**

1.  **Please reach out to a professional:** Because you are feeling like a burden, it is vital to speak with someone who can offer objective support. 
    *   **If you are in the US:** You can call or text **988** to reach the Suicide & Crisis Lifeline any time. It is free, confidential, and available 24/7.
    *   **If you are outside the US:** Please look up your local emergency number or a crisis hotline in your area. 
    *   **Make an appointment with a primary care doctor:** They can rule out physical causes for how you are feeling (like thyroid issues or vitamin deficiencies) and provide a referral to a therapist or psychiatrist.

2.  **Speak to someone you trust:** Even though you feel like a burden, people who care about you would almost certainly want to know if you are hurting. Letting one trusted friend or family member know, "I haven’t been myself lately and I’m struggling," can help break the cycle of isolation.

3.  **Break things down into "micro-steps":** Depression makes everything feel overwhelming. When you wake up, don’t think about the whole day. Just focus on one tiny task: brushing your teeth, sitting up, or drinking a glass of water. If you can’t manage a "productivity" goal, just focus on a "comfort" goal, like wrapping yourself in a blanket or listening to a song you used to like.

4.  **Practice "opposite action":** Depression often tells us to isolate and stay in bed, which usually makes the feelings deepen. Try gentle movement where possible. Even if it’s just walking to the mailbox or sitting outside for five minutes, small actions can sometimes help signal to your brain that you are trying to shift your state.

**A final, most important note:**
You mentioned feeling like a burden. **You are not a burden.** You are a human being who is currently unwell. Just as you would need help if you had a broken leg or the flu, you deserve support and care for your mental health. 

If you feel you might act on your thoughts of being a burden, please go to the nearest emergency room or use the resources I listed above immediately. There is help available, and you do not have to carry this by yourself any longer.